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jer_koff_99 72 M
0  Articles
Seeing my Dr. at the Y   10/15/2022

I was back at my locker, drying off from my shower. <br><br> I saw a guy at his locker, also naked and drying off and I was staring at his dick. <br><br> He started talking to me, so I looked up at him. I thought he looked familiar but couldn't figure out where I knew him from. <br><br> On my way home I realized, he was my doctor. <br><br> We ...


0 Comments, 42 Views, 2 Votes ,2.42 Score
Klingensmith 58 M
3  Articles
Toby   3/10/2020

After the party I was going to head home but Toby invited me to his up to his hotel room. I didn't want to drive so I accepted but we both knew what was going to happen. We got comfortable but didn't have much to say. We each freshened up. When I came out of the bathroom he was laying on the bed. The lights were low. I walked over to him and sat one the edge of his bed. Without ...


0 Comments, 87 Views, 2 Votes ,3.12 Score
curious12exp 55 M
2  Articles
Behind closed doors......   11/17/2019

I have spent most of my life in the closet no one close to knows about my sexual explorations over the years......... <br><br> My curiosity started with a woman that was an anal freak she was the first one I fucked in the ass and well fucked in the ass with a strapon my first bi encounter was with a couple a few years later the first time I let a guy suck me and the first time I ...


8 Comments, 381 Views, 16 Votes ,6.80 Score
sub_bottom2exp 53 M
1  Article
Behind closed doors!   4/3/2019

If most of my friends and family knew what I have done behind closed doors they would probably freak out? <br><br> Most of my life sex has been on the straight side with women but over time there has always been something drawing me to the other side.... <br><br> It was really a couple I meet that opened Pandora's box and introduced me to bi play but it was a gay ...


1 Comments, 74 Views, 3 Votes ,4.90 Score
Discreetfun2018 57 M
3  Articles
A real nice hard one   7/22/2018

On my way to the airport to pick up my wife I decide to leave early so that I can stop by the same adult theater my last play session I wrote about occurred to check it out. For some of you that red my last post, I was a hit after I dropped my wife off at DIA. <br><br> Unlike my last visit this place is packed, so I find a place to sit down and watch the action around me. After the ...


6 Comments, 214 Views, 14 Votes ,5.54 Score
Discreetfun2018 57 M
3  Articles
Arcade exchange   7/13/2018

Busy, dropping my wife at the airport I decide I need a release <br><br> Stopping in a new arcade I <br><br> Roaming the booths the feel of 20 eyes are all over me <br><br> In the dark I feel hands on me, getting hard instantly a hand strokes me <br><br> Into the corner out of site a tongue finds my mouth <br><br> Both of our cocks are ...


14 Comments, 284 Views, 17 Votes ,6.38 Score
Discreetfun2018 57 M
3  Articles
Love being in the Closet   5/3/2018

A group of us in college used to cruise Colfax in Denver, stopping into an adult arcade or 2 that had sessions with hookers <br><br> This wasn’t our first time, but it was my first letting a man suck me off, while my buddies were in getting theirs, I was wondering the adult arcade <br><br> Soon I realized I’m being followed, then a knock on my arcade booth door, drunk, ...


4 Comments, 256 Views, 11 Votes ,5.97 Score
1963looking1963 60 M
1  Article
Staying in the closet   6/27/2011

I am new to the bi scene! I am married and just found out I like cock too! This is the secret noone knows! I still like pussy too but variety is the spice of life!


1 Comments, 106 Views, 2 Votes ,4.50 Score
maduece1026 44 M
1  Article
Never done it but want to so bad   5/9/2011

I am struggling with the fact that I have fantasies about men. I want to have sex with a man so bad but I'm married and don't want to risk the embarrassment. I don't get the excitement from my wife that I get from thinking about having sex with a man. I don't want to leave my wife because I do love her to death. I had a friend in high school that I wanted to have sex with and he almost did ...


15 Comments, 808 Views, 18 Votes ,6.13 Score
tongueteaser5 63 M
2  Articles
Neighbor   8/15/2010

I was heading home and as i parked, i saw a moving vansitting there.When i got to my aptartment, i found she was moving in next door to me.This was fine with me, i got a look at her and she was one fine woman. Since i work construction i went in and showered and got all cleaned up, i was in the process of making supper when there was a knock on my door.I opened my door and it was my new ...


8 Comments, 1674 Views, 58 Votes ,8.47 Score
hammerman21 71 M
1  Article
Along Time Cumming   7/19/2010

It was mid August, I was 54 years old and had fantasized most of my life of tasting a mans cock. I had contacted a guy through Adult FriendFinder and he simply wrote "do you suck" I replied "yes". I had never sucked but figured nows the time. We arranged to meet a nearby fast food restaurant at around 10 in the morning. I arrived promptly at 10 and Bill was waiting at one of the tables out side. ...


7 Comments, 948 Views, 24 Votes ,8.02 Score
biguy987643 72 M
1  Article
Never coming out   3/30/2010

I live life in the closet.I love women and I'm not sure how most women would react if I told them I like cock too. Right now I crave a hot cock. I got into this years ago. I was bored and decided to find out what it felt like to be fucked. I went to a local ABS, bought some lube and a dildo that was too big and headed on a business trip out of town.

Alone in my room that night, I played ...


0 Comments, 156 Views, 10 Votes ,5.18 Score
sukcer 54 M
1  Article
sometimes i like it   11/1/2009

I'd been going to the glory holes lately and sucking some nice cocks....

my fingers always ended up in my ass... I loved the feeling of getting a load in my mouth...

I know that being permiscuous can be dangerous so i was afraid of taking one in me.

I got up the nerve one day and invited a large cock to my booth and just handed him a rubber.

he took it and used ...


0 Comments, 874 Views, 18 Votes ,6.13 Score
skintight2 57 M
2  Articles
What to do?   10/1/2009

I know this is a very old story, but I really don't know what to do? On one hand I've discovered that I absolutely lust after cock. I think about cock all the time. It started way back when I was a and I didn't really know what I wanted but I started cross dressing with my mum's panties, stockings and pantyhose. From there, as I got older I bought my own collection. But that wasn't enough after ...


3 Comments, 808 Views, 9 Votes ,2.57 Score
evil_mentor 67 M
1  Article
after practice   8/7/2009

This is a true story. I was the heavy weight on my high school wrestling team. Now back then (1976) my school was very small being it was in upstate NY. I weighed 180 lb. was 6'. I had black hair and was in very good shape. I new I was gay but none of my team mates new.

I had a very good friend Andy who was in my same year. We were senior's. Andy wasn't on the team but he always hung ...


4 Comments, 1088 Views, 37 Votes ,8.99 Score
i_looking_forsex 52 M
1  Article
in or out   7/8/2009

i have been in or out of the closet for all my life mostly because of my oppinions on who i sleep with. i honastly feel who i sleep with weather its a man or a woman because i am bisexual is my buisness not my family or my close friends, i dont ask who or what they sleep with so i dont feel i should share who i do

there have been times i have been asked if i have a girlfriend and i ...


4 Comments, 300 Views, 9 Votes ,5.35 Score
Jayman337 53 M
3  Articles
Chatting online to someone you know   7/6/2009

This happened to me a few years ago, I was in a gay chatroom and got chatting to a guy who said he lived local. He said he could send me a pic I told him i couldn't send him one, he said that was no problem and he sent me his pic.

I got quite a shock when I opened the e-mail and seen the pic as I knew the guy, he worked at the place I did, I didn't want to panic him so I said he was ...


5 Comments, 1152 Views, 15 Votes ,5.12 Score
CHESTERLAD89 35 M
1  Article
Student House Share!   7/1/2009

I recently started Uni, about 200 miles away from home, and as most of you know this means sharing a house with strangers.

Its a three bedroomed house with the dinning room converted into another bedroom. so thats 4 bedrooms. 2 guys and 2 girls. im one of the guys!!

Anyways im straight "to the world that it" and so is the other guy sharing the house. whose room is the old ...


4 Comments, 1418 Views, 24 Votes ,6.42 Score
nudeinjax 70 M
2  Articles
Closet Time is My Time   6/22/2009

I am and have ben in the closet for many years. Whether it be due to the job I had at the time, family or the area I was living in. I am not worried about not coming out because I am enjoying my life the way it is. What I do with my spare time is my business and like I tell everyone what happens at my place stays at my place. This way they know that I am discreet and whether it be male or ...


6 Comments, 550 Views, 18 Votes ,5.99 Score
manversman 54 M
4  Articles
when i first met Q.   6/13/2009

i was 37 and seperated after 17 years of marige. Now id been to the local bookstore a few times before and gotten the occational bj in the movie booth. I was always very nervous and had only recieved. Back on point. I was staying with a friend and his girlfriend and had gone out alone. I went to a karaoke bar had a few beers and sang a few songs. I didnt meet anyone of interest so i left. more ...


1 Comments, 890 Views, 31 Votes ,7.65 Score
11sexonly 49 M
13  Articles
First Time With Another Man   4/20/2009

First Time with Another Man This is 100% true story! I am no writer so please excuse my grammar and spelling. I have been bi for the past 4 years. It all started when my wife and I were experimenting with anal on each other. She always wanted to give me anal play and I always said that I was not interested. She said that she heard of a technique called prostate milking that her girlfriend told ...


5 Comments, 2624 Views, 74 Votes ,8.89 Score
marcholm85 39 M
3  Articles
Gays In Public.....I Might not come out!!!   2/13/2009

so i am so effin fed up with the "in the closet" thing. it's like why is it anyone's business who i date, or be seen with. why should i get up the nerve to tell people that i am gay, and obviously like men. i feel like i should just meet anyone in public, kiss them, hug them and laugh with them anyway or anyhow. i am a shy guy, but i swear i am the type of person who is short tempered, so if i ...


2 Comments, 169 Views, 3 Votes ,4.90 Score
inkmann 65 BC
3  Articles
Did not know she had it in her!   2/2/2009

Fantasies are great. Today is a good day, a normal day of work then home for another evening in the recliner or in front of the computer playing poker and monitoring outpersonals I thought.

The wife and I get to preparing dinner, when she asked if I was ready for a night of sex? Of course I respond with an, enthusiastic yes. I figured showers and a romp in the sack. Dinner was great, ...


5 Comments, 1445 Views, 40 Votes ,8.27 Score
funkinOK 49 M
1  Article
NOT A GOOD FEELING   10/1/2008

Im 33 yo and have lived my life in a closet. I was told my fantasies, of me with family men or just men in general, were evil. I would get hurt because of my wanting the gay lifestyle. Well the "gay lifestyle" isnt what it is cracked up to be. Most men in the lifestyle are not honest and that just heeps trouble on trouble. Since becoming at ease with my desires I've realized it isn't just ...


1 Comments, 393 Views, 10 Votes ,5.18 Score
Natalie69 67 T
7  Articles
My glory hole fantasy then surprise   9/28/2008

I live in a small town in central Massachusetts in an old small apartment complex with townhouse apartments, in the cellar the apartment next to mine is separated by a wooden wall. The apartment next to mine is rented by a single guy. I've lived here for a couple of years and we've only run into each other a few times and only managed to say hello. As I was coming out of my cellar last night and ...


2 Comments, 1054 Views, 21 Votes ,5.97 Score
hotsexy40wetsubm 56 M
1  Article
Mirror Mirror on the wall whos that girl stearing back   8/21/2008

FOR 40 years the mirror has kept my secret and never once lied or forgot who I am. Not once has it failed to tell the truth. I remember the supprize in my eyes when I first looked into it. How was I to know ide live in regret from that moment on. The reflection I Saw was a happy girl stearing at me smiling and pretty even if I had known what sex orgins meant still I was a girl ...


3 Comments, 519 Views, 11 Votes ,3.35 Score
choco888 36 M
1  Article
damn this life- if you can call it that!   7/30/2008

Feel I'm living a lie. Often I wake and wonder how I wound up here. Just feeling like there's a pink demon on my back urging me to do the craziest things -like meeting men old enough to be my dad, or theirs, in the park just for a quick fix to cure my loneliness, trying to fill the void with the wrong substance...the worst part is the guilt and the stains left behind when the demon's had it's ...


6 Comments, 470 Views, 14 Votes ,4.26 Score
stupidhott 34 M
4  Articles
disagree   7/19/2008

everyone has their own lifestyle of how you choose to live your life, what do you do when someone of a different view offends your lifestyle and choices? Argue with him? Ignore him? Offend him back? Have you ever had any homophobic stuff said about/to you? What did you do and how did it make you feel?


4 Comments, 222 Views, 7 Votes ,3.80 Score
AndreCarlos 34 M
1  Article
Photographing My "Coming Out"   6/11/2008

My Third Hand by André C.L.S.

I often speculate over the practicality of having a camera as another limb. Or perhaps it would be more sensible to have my Singe Lens Reflex replace my right hand. Such a simple object can provide a creative outlet and can simultaneously be used as a bulletproof vest, shielding me from my anxieties. For the most part, I find that my SLR has such a double ...


3 Comments, 571 Views, 18 Votes ,6.54 Score
ronny55 72 T
19  Articles
Before and during my earlier years   6/2/2008

Believe it or not this is a true and continuing story of my life as a cross-dresser. It is also a very nice way to express myself and leave something that maybe some others have experienced so that they dont feel as though they are alone in life. not to mention a cheap way of self therapy.

After my military time I came back, and settled into just being a regular person trying to get kind ...


1 Comments, 395 Views, 8 Votes ,6.26 Score
ronny55 72 T
19  Articles
long time crossdresser   5/21/2008

I posted this in another section under groups and thought it should probably be in here instead. This is an absolutly true story that happened to me and has continued to be a lifestyle ever since.

I was around 12 or 13 my parents were at church and I was left home alone. I was very curious about my body and why did my mothers lingerie affect me, so much when i was folding clothes. I ...


5 Comments, 657 Views, 26 Votes ,8.09 Score
slipperyeel 80 M
1  Article
It's not so bad   4/22/2008

I have been in the closet since I was 14, that's when I found out wat having sex with another man ( he was 35 ) was all about. It was very taboo then, ( jail today, probably a lynching then), but I was so excited by feeling another mans rock hard dick & he sucking me off that I never looked back. I've had many females over the years and have been married for 43 years, but sex with a man is so ...


4 Comments, 1276 Views, 23 Votes ,5.93 Score
redsweetpea 72 T
4  Articles
Baby Boomers   4/20/2008

I have noticed that there are a lot of individuals my age or around my age in these sites. I find it very interesting that this might be something that we have had to hide our whole lives and now we are letting our femme side out. It would be interesting to some how figure out just how many of us feel this way. I am not sure I did in high school, but I sure masturbated during that time. But ...


3 Comments, 378 Views, 10 Votes ,5.77 Score
BIGUY0015 61 M
1  Article
Am I out   3/17/2008

I mentioned this in a post to someones else so here it goes: I'm a bi married guy with the wife, in the burbs. A lo of people in the neighborhood get together and have brbq and drink. One time a bunch of us, with our wifes, were at someones house and I was getting pretty drunk. Well this guy said goodnight and pretty soon most people went home, including my wife while I went to my next door ...


2 Comments, 1432 Views, 12 Votes ,3.15 Score
nwokie7 64 M
5  Articles
Hiding in my closet from gay men   12/27/2007

Hi, I have a question, and need help. Since I am conservative in most of my political views. I feel the need to hide this from my gay friends. Most of my friends are liberal and thats ok. But when a lot of them find out I am conservative they make a lot of rude comments. Some of the worst comments I have heard from friends was "Are you F#%king stupid?" or "how can you be conservative? they ...


7 Comments, 364 Views, 11 Votes ,5.78 Score
ChEeRbAbE08 34 M
1  Article
Austin and Brad   12/26/2007

Brad was on the high school football team for one reason. Not the love of the game or for oure sport. He loved nothing more than after practice going into the locker room to watch the masculine sweaty body builders strip bare ass naked and scrub themselves in the shower and stare at their swinging cocks. Brad would never shower with everyone watching. He wasn't shy because Brad had a 9 1/2 uncut ...


2 Comments, 1317 Views, 38 Votes ,4.57 Score
pdxbi 77 M
1  Article
Private, Discreet and in the Closet   11/30/2007

Being a public professional gay-married man is a very delicate balancing act with sexual drives and desires. On one hand I have my public face and life, then on the other hand I currently have a very discreet relationship with a couple of gay men. Some times my sex is 1:1, some times we have a threesome. They know all about me are totally supportive and understanding of my needs, drives and ...


2 Comments, 839 Views, 20 Votes ,7.08 Score
redsweetpea 72 T
4  Articles
living in the closet   11/29/2007

I have been a closet crossdresser for many years. I almost think it started when in kindergarden I cut a little girls sweater and my dad made me wear it. I love sexy lacy things. Why should girls only have the sexy clothes?


3 Comments, 519 Views, 12 Votes ,4.39 Score
drt19582 66 M
2  Articles
25 cent booth   9/26/2007

i was at the local bookstore video booth room watching a great movie in the buddy booth. Someone enters the booth next to me and inserts his money and pushes the buddy screen to clear. oh my god was he hot a costruction worker on his lunch hour. 30ish blond and built like adonis. he unzipped his pants to reveal an erection 7inches long and 6inches around. he jacked it slowly and put on quite a ...


2 Comments, 2180 Views, 61 Votes ,7.22 Score
joyjos 71 M
1  Article
First ad only real anal experience a True Story   9/19/2007

As I am married and must be descrete.I went to a bookstore in our area and I think it was a turning point. I would clean myself up and out and go to the bookstore and watch some flicks in the booths. I would end up being so concerned with insulting someone or getting hurt I would lock the door and end up satisfying myself and finally leaving. Weeks later I would do the same, and got all cleaned ...


6 Comments, 2108 Views, 59 Votes ,8.91 Score
ravendcj 45 M
6  Articles
Hot Crush From Afar   9/12/2007

Hot Crush From Afar I know there are a lot of people that have had a crush on someone and wanted to do something about it but were too afraid. Well, now I can honestly say that I am now a member of that club. Now I have helped a lot of people out with problems that they have had and it didn't seem to be such a big deal. I couldn't understand why it was so hard about telling someone how you feel. ...


3 Comments, 274 Views, 7 Votes ,4.31 Score
sucker4younger 60 GC
13  Articles
The Man Behind the Badge   9/12/2007

This story is a work of fiction as well as the characters mentioned. Happy reading!





Rodney Young, or better known on the streets of this southern city as Big Jack, was a legend behind a legend. Standing close to 6'6" and weighing a massive 350 pounds, Big Jack's frame was indeed, a hulking figure for any eyes to stray upon. Big Jack was a power lifter described at ...


3 Comments, 468 Views, 18 Votes ,7.63 Score
freshoung 65 M
1  Article
cyber takes and hookups   7/20/2007

are bisexuals like me just wasting our time trying to hookup with others for fucking or sucking...seems like the only reason some are into cyber is for the exhibitionism aspect..wish there could be an easier way tofind and hookup with the homosexual/gay crowd..if i could find just one hookup for steady sucking and fucking, wow....being married without mutual sex interests leaves me with a dry ...


3 Comments, 355 Views, 12 Votes ,5.45 Score
divorced2bebi 51 M
2  Articles
Any Regrets??   6/4/2007

Hello everyone, I am a 34 year old male looking to have his first bi sexual experience. These desires of mine have been burning inside me for quite some time, and I feel it is about time to quench that flame. But my desire is to be a closet bi-sexual; to keep it secret from friends and family. I love pussy and woman, but there just isn't denying that my mind and cock have been extremely ...


7 Comments, 472 Views, 13 Votes ,4.65 Score
robfirsttime 51 M
1  Article
First time   5/24/2007

I have finnaly had my first experience. I talked a lot to a guy who was keen to meet up and we arranged a time to meet. I put on a pair of stockings and knickers underneath my clothes and drove to the car park where we were going to meet. I was really nevous as I have never done anyhting like this before and wondered if I'd regret it afterwards. As I pulled up and waited, I nearly left as my ...


11 Comments, 2124 Views, 72 Votes ,8.56 Score
YoungBull 39 M
1  Article
Okay Just A Little Fantasy   5/9/2007

Okay Just A Little Fantasy The summer had just begun and Tom had just come home from the military accademy. He had been working out all year trying to get himself to the prime body and was doing a good job at it. He was over 6 foot 6 with blond hair, blue eyes, and the perfect colored skin. He had never had a problem getting girls but never was able to keep them for very long. It would always be ...


1 Comments, 573 Views, 20 Votes ,5.55 Score
Freeyormind 59 M
1  Article
Door is nailed shut... But I like the peep hole   4/20/2007

Hello all. For years now I have been extreamly fortunate with my fetish for large shapely legs. First it was female athletes, on to women bodybuilders. I was married for 14 years to a very attractive woman. When I stumbled across a few 8mm films with Dana Douglas, Sulka, Pasha. My curiosity shot stright to the roof. In this day and age we live in it's a shame that a person is judged for their ...


0 Comments, 909 Views, 17 Votes ,6.10 Score
misfit3199 52 M
1  Article
confused   4/8/2007

it was a saturday and it was my friends birthday..my friend is a female she was at a bar close to my house and was to drunk to drive all the way home...so she called me and asked if she could stay here and i said yes..so she came up and we had a few more drinks..to celebrate her birthday..and we started to get tired so i said she could sleep in my bed with me..and i said yes..so everything was ...


7 Comments, 1306 Views, 25 Votes ,5.79 Score
Freddy_ib 47 M
3  Articles
I want to screw this shemale!   4/7/2007

Any advice? I'm not gay or bi. There is this shemale in my area that I've been told about. She's so nice looking. I just want to have sex with her. I don't know her or have ever talked to her. I don't plan to be her soulmate or anything. How do I go about this? I got close to her and smiled but she didn't respond back. I feel she is not interested in me. I think this is my only chance. Please ...


4 Comments, 450 Views, 12 Votes ,2.27 Score
v10ivan69 71 M
15  Articles
Double Trouble - Closeted & Married   3/3/2007

Life in the closet for me takes on added difficulty as I am also married for 33 years. That life must remain unaltered for now at least. It seems difficult enough to hook up with guys on here but when you add in the "Other" factors, it becomes nearly impossible. I'd like to hear from other guys in my situation and how you handle it


8 Comments, 881 Views, 21 Votes ,5.97 Score
cockcentric 62 M
1  Article
cock lover   2/20/2007

Hello guys. My life in the closet is one that I would not trade for the world. I do love my wife and enjoy sex with her. But sex with a man is fantastic. Since joining OP I have made new friends nad have had fantastic sex. Still working on a few fantasies. the best was a 3 way with a local gay couple that both fucked me back to back. One while on all fours and the other while on my back with ...


5 Comments, 940 Views, 23 Votes ,6.40 Score
sixtynine1969 55 M
3  Articles
What Would Happen?   1/28/2007

Is the mystery and appeal of M2M encounters partly due to it being "forbidden" in the US society? Does this actually drive more men to wonder what it would be like? What would happen if you woke up tomorrow and found that society in general was fully accepting of all M2M encounters, either bi or gay? If you take away the mystery, would there still be an inner wonder on the part of the ...


2 Comments, 254 Views, 9 Votes ,3.43 Score
needinit39 47 M
1  Article
scared but curious!!   1/14/2007

i am a very bi/gay curious thirty nine year old male.i have always like girls and still get turned on by them. however when i masturbate i think of men watching and wanting me. i too have fantasized about having hot sperm shot on my face and ass.i would like to have multiple guys at once. i would love to see multiple cocks squirting there hot liquid on my body. i am afraid of how society ...


1 Comments, 506 Views, 11 Votes ,3.92 Score
FordMan13 37 M
5  Articles
Life-Long lies   1/10/2007

I have been thinking about how amazing it is for people to hide being gay. I personally am in the closet, and don't know if I will ever come out. I have an extremely large family who I love, respect, and honor so much. I could never see myself letting them down. So I am forced to pretty much fake a life that I don't live. I know how so many others do the same, I just don't know how we do ...


6 Comments, 375 Views, 15 Votes ,6.81 Score
needitnow50 69 M
1  Article
Taken in the woods   11/27/2006

We had been talking for some time & I got up the nerve to tell him where I lived. The first time i didn't meet him for fear, but the second time I was waiting for him in the spot we had set to meet. we went offf into the woods where I dropped my jeans & he mounted me, it wasn't long before he shot his hot seed inside of mee. The next time in the woods I went to my knees & felt his ...


7 Comments, 1526 Views, 53 Votes ,5.84 Score
101820 62 M
1  Article
Primera ves.   11/15/2006

Y claro que siempre fue mi mejor amigo, ese con el que compartia mi cuarto y que despues que nos tomabamos algunas cervezas y me quedaba dormido no podia saber que el no podia dormir si no se chupaba su tete.Por supuesto que no se podia dar el lujo de tener un tete a su edad, entonces esa fue su opcion, el emborracharme para dormir toda la noche chupando el tete que de verdad le gusta. ...


1 Comments, 62 Views, 5 Votes ,1.51 Score
needssomedicknow 37 M
2  Articles
im trapped in the closet   11/6/2006

i think no one knows im gay im trapped in the closet even if i kissed a guy im still not gay even if i made love to another guy im not gay i just love sex is there a problem with that i like pussy and cock so im not gay im bi


3 Comments, 347 Views, 12 Votes ,1.92 Score
bicurmwm45 63 M
1  Article
Discovering the joys of a hidden desire..and the dilemmas that come with it.   10/30/2006

I'm a married bi-sexual male, it's that simple. For some time I had wondered about having a bisexual experience. I would go online , look at articles, chat in different rooms, try to get a sense of what it was I was feeling. Then the day came where I agreed to meet a man for some oral fun. It was a first for both of us, so to say we were nervous is a great under statement. Once we ...


3 Comments, 858 Views, 18 Votes ,6.54 Score
riverman10 60 M
1  Article
Married & Bi   10/26/2006

I know there are a lot of people who are bi-sexual. Do married men really practice safe sex? I have turned away married men before because they don't like condoms. People should think seriouly about this situation and the harm they could bring to their partner. Just because there are a lot of drugs to help people with HIV, etc.., does not mean we should not continue practicing safe sex. ...


5 Comments, 634 Views, 21 Votes ,6.34 Score
cocoboyie 36 M
4  Articles
Crazy night   10/13/2006

So everyone mus have had some kind of crazy night. Mine was this. i was going to a party with my friends all straight. when i got there there were these two attractive gay boys that i knew were interested in me. so the whole night was me trying to avoid them and talk to my straight friends. however the second my friends left i got to do what i had wanted from the beggining. long story short ...


3 Comments, 911 Views, 9 Votes ,3.21 Score
SandiKGurl 51 T
3  Articles
as long as I live   10/10/2006

I would have to say as long as I live I will need to be in the so caled closet, sad to say I know. I am 33 divorced and I have been crossdressing for many years. I would take my sisters clothes and sneek around in the and from time to time I would ditch school so I could spend the whole day dressed up. the first time I got to dress up and have a man take me was about 4 years ago I meet him ...


2 Comments, 915 Views, 25 Votes ,6.89 Score
bigrog4837 58 M
1  Article
get over it   10/9/2006

I guess I'm what you call "in the closet", but what the hell is that term all about anyway ? I'm mean think about it. We all have straight friends and we know there having sex, but we have know what type or extent, they could be freaks at home, but they don't look like it. So why do we think we need to tell others that were gay ? Your sex life is none of there business anyway. To admit ...


4 Comments, 290 Views, 14 Votes ,4.42 Score
Sirarena2 62 M
3  Articles
Over the Bridge - Part I   9/7/2006

Over the Bridge - Part I by Bobby
My Gay Life in the 70's and 80's. Hi my name is Bobby and this is my story. Some of the names have been changed but its the honest to god truth. It was the begining of August in 1979. Me and a straight friend I'll call him Allen had both applied for our working papers and I got an interview that turned into an automatic Job at the now no ...


1 Comments, 638 Views, 8 Votes ,0.47 Score
juzcuzitsme 39 M
1  Article
Am I bi, gay, curious, or what? help...   9/3/2006

Im only 17 and ive always had a girlfriend since i was in the 7th grade. But since like the 6th grade ive been attracted to men also. But i always hated the ass. the thought of ass makes me sick. ive gotten it in the ass and i HATED it. i really dont want to give it in the ass either. But....I....LOVE....DICK. i love sucking them, feeling them, looking at them, and even guesing how big ...


0 Comments, 670 Views, 12 Votes ,3.51 Score
horseman2006 70 M
6  Articles
Learning to be Bi-curious?   8/30/2006

When I was a very young man I was seduced by an older man.... and then in my late 20's I was married with ... while talking to a friend at work about lots of different subjects. He told me some story about ending up in some gay bar, don't remember all of it, but he said that he just finished his drink and left. He asked me if I was a homo basher... I told him that I felt each their ...


5 Comments, 1750 Views, 59 Votes ,7.63 Score
oralee2 77 M
2  Articles
MIlitary experiences   8/7/2006

I am curious to know if anyone out there, other than myself, experienced enjoyable sexual encounters with fellow servicemen while they were on active duty. While Stationed at a small remote base I found there were more young men than just myself who were constantly scanning the group looking for a little oral relief on occasion. Sucking on a nice stiff cock, in whatever private place we ...


7 Comments, 1587 Views, 35 Votes ,6.76 Score
BIBLKMAN64 59 M
1  Article
My gay friend says I'm not bi, I'm just a freak.   8/6/2006

I have never looked at a man and said wow he's hot, I wanna fuck him. I've looked at women and felt that way. I do however have an attraction toward dick. I see a nice dick and I wanna suck it and take it in my ass. I'm on this site to get me some. I have been fucked by women with a strap and love fucking ass but I've never had any compulsion to have sex with a man until lately. My ...


12 Comments, 868 Views, 23 Votes ,6.98 Score
chriscross69 61 M
1  Article
The Theater!   7/30/2006

My first time, I was 17, 5'9" 112 long straight red hair and I had a girlfriend but a part if me wanted to try the other side. So one night I got up enough nerve to go to this x- rated move theater. One side was for straight and the other was for gay's. I bought the ticket for the straight side but when I got in my heart started to pound, should I go to the straight side or the other side? ...


13 Comments, 2688 Views, 88 Votes ,6.82 Score
Chrisock 45 M
6  Articles
Working enviroment-2- Better than one chef"   7/23/2006

Simon called our session "Le Cock en buns" & I started to work more nights with him & nearly always with a bottle of wine & great sex & almost always his cock up my hot buttered arse that could now take him comfortable with lotsa juices & melting butter. At the end of one work one night & friend of his came into the kitchen. He was chef Simon & worked with & inspected the kitchen for ...


1 Comments, 677 Views, 25 Votes ,7.00 Score
Chrisock 45 M
6  Articles
Working enviroment   7/21/2006

I was an trainee chef in a hotel kitchen. Mainly washing, prep work , sauces & a little help on more preparing a limited range of dishes. Late one night shift the sous chef bought back some wine from a hotel function & we drank while I cleaned up. He said how he liked my other check work pants as it showed the shape of my arse. I said I don't wear as too tight now-pity was his response. ...


2 Comments, 989 Views, 34 Votes ,6.92 Score
justforfun24402 58 M
4  Articles
College boy fun   7/16/2006

It was nearing the end of my first year at college and I was alone one afternoon in my dorm room with my room mate. We didn't especially like each other. He was dark, built like a solid rock, handsome face and dark hair. He worked out a lot so his body was really solid. He had that type a masculinity that women could not say no to. As a consequence he was always bringing home a different ...


9 Comments, 2130 Views, 72 Votes ,8.75 Score
seejay1959 65 M
3  Articles
Bi love with a younger man   7/3/2006

What can I say, married for over 20 years, and very happy except for my sexuality. I can't live without being with a man. I've now found a young 19 y/o guy who has a massive cock. He loves to fuck me, I love being fucked by him. I saw him last week, rang him to make sure he was home alone, he was fortunately. When I arrived, he greeted me in his undies and workshirt. His cock was ...


7 Comments, 3013 Views, 110 Votes ,8.44 Score
markymark2005 39 M
3  Articles
When Did You Come Out???   6/4/2006

i am a 21 year old, who's still staying at home with his mommy. i don't want to leave the house, because my mom did alot for me and she deserves my upmost respect and helping her through times. she has said numerous times, that it's her life and i need to have mine. but i'm sticking with what i have to do. now i have planned to come out to my mom, in like 2 years. that means i'll be 23. i ...


1 Comments, 446 Views, 13 Votes ,2.81 Score
Freddy_ib 47 M
3  Articles
Am I gay?   5/29/2006

I'm currently single. Have no friends. Am still a virgin. Am very shy and scared. I have always liked women and wish for women to come to me. I admit that I'm a loser for letting women slip away from me. I think I'm good looking. I like to dress nicely for work. I like art and photography. I'm not obese. People say I look younger than I am. I always say that I'm not gay. But I have good ...


6 Comments, 514 Views, 9 Votes ,4.07 Score
wicked1_h2o 42 M
1  Article
The best thing I ever did!!!   4/29/2006

I came out at the age of 21 to my mates. I new I was gay from the age of 16 (possible before then) and living in the closet for 4 years was the hardest thing I've ever done. I suffered depression and although I enjoyed life I felt alone and had nowhere to go.
Finally I had enough and I was due to fly to England for two years so thought what a time to come out. ...



1 Comments, 688 Views, 18 Votes ,4.08 Score
69andmore3 72 M
9  Articles
Tobey's stepdad takes me   4/24/2006

It had been a few weeks since my introduction to man sex at Tobey's house. The encounter with his stepdad became a couple times a week affair. I enjoyed the sex it was so enjoyable, I would call them to see when I could get more. On a friday evening, I called and stepdad answered the phone, he said that Tobey's mom had taken him to see his father and wouldn't be back till Sunday night. I ...


3 Comments, 2596 Views, 61 Votes ,7.28 Score
KANman3152 56 BC
1  Article
The end of my closet life   4/22/2006

Finally after 31 years of living in the closet I have gotten the courage to start coming out slowly though. I have been testing the waters for the past 3 years now, thats when I first came out to the first and most important person in my life, my wife. Let me tell you this that I thought she was going to leave me, but after she got over her shock she was very turned on. Well the fact that I ...


1 Comments, 630 Views, 14 Votes ,3.46 Score
longplay469 73 M
1  Article
Revealed !   4/17/2006

My very first time sucking a cock I was just 9, my oldest brother and his buddy forced me. It was great tasting, and I wanted to continue but chose life buried deep under my heterosexual side. I always masturbated, and built various machines to suck my cock, and vibrate my rose bud, all in secret, all privately stolen moments. Finally in my early 50's, that long buried craving for the taste ...


1 Comments, 1187 Views, 37 Votes ,6.03 Score
collegeguy101_01 41 M
4  Articles
Life in the closet is lonely... I had to break out!!!!!!   4/17/2006

Hey guys, I know that life in the closet it nice for some people, But I couldn't do it anymore. It was killing me maybe not literally but it was definately hurting me in ways that felt literal. I came out to my parents on Friday April, 14th.
WOW what a relieve to finally have that out and to have the two peaple that I love most in the world know who I really am.
No I am ...


3 Comments, 537 Views, 16 Votes ,4.74 Score
ravendcj 45 M
6  Articles
Choice or Discovery   4/14/2006

I have been for the longest time a regular old guy. A regular old STRAIGHT guy! I really can't remember when I started to really notice other guys. I can think of a few instances, but I just can't pinpoint when it all began! I can remember playing with one of my best friends, we were playing wrestling. We were actually wrestling brooms that we pretended were people. Well anyway, there was a ...


2 Comments, 812 Views, 23 Votes ,5.81 Score
gaspaird 39 M
1  Article
Horny   4/13/2006

I just got merried and I find myself tring to suck a guy off rather then fuck my wife, Why is this?


5 Comments, 1468 Views, 13 Votes ,2.30 Score
wantnsex 49 M
2  Articles
CAUGHT!   3/20/2006

well...it finally happened.. I am married, and have been getting cock on the side for a few years, but now it gets interesting for me...you see I got caught..but not by my wife.
I was at our national convention about 6 months ago when my boss suggested we get together for dinner to discuss my upcoming review..sure I agreed (you dont tell the boss no in our organization unless you ...


11 Comments, 5047 Views, 137 Votes ,7.88 Score
mikala05 70 M
1  Article
have you thought of haveing breasts   2/21/2006

i was wondering if any of you guys thought of males with breasts and does it turn you on or off? i am trying to grow my own breasts and need some input.


3 Comments, 511 Views, 14 Votes ,5.22 Score
warmone1964 60 M
1  Article
glory hole lover   2/20/2006

My first experience with a man was in a porn booth. I had only wanted to watch a guy masturbating through the hole in the wall, but the booths only had big holes. As i was watching the guy jerk off he signaled for me to put my cock in the hole. He sucked me to completion like i have never been sucked before. Now i go back every couple of weeks and have sucked a few cocks and even fucked a ...


4 Comments, 1265 Views, 22 Votes ,5.05 Score
sexonly112 49 BC
21  Articles
Bottom Looking for Top   2/16/2006

I am a bi-curious virgin looking for first time. For years my wife has a strap-on and a large assortment of dildos that she uses on me. My favorite sex and position is when she has the strap-on and gets on top of me, the feeling is unbelievable. She has literally fucked my ass for hours at a time and I just can’t get enough of it. I am looking for a top guy with lots of stamina and ...


0 Comments, 364 Views, 10 Votes ,3.19 Score
sexylover25 38 M
1  Article
olympics games   2/11/2006

Well first of all it all began on the syndey olimpics game like two year ago i was so hot in the evening that i notyice that myneighbor was watching through the window and then it came to my mind that he was so lonely and then i decided that maybe i should go and accompany him and i went he didnot notice me and i enter through the backdoor and i saw he was holdind his huge and FNTASTICdick ...


0 Comments, 631 Views, 8 Votes ,0.47 Score
JT1940 84 M
3  Articles
Play It as it Lays   1/25/2006

Been in the closet for about 60 years. Started noticing the bulge in Roy Rogers pants with I went to watch his movies. Started regular cock watching. Always was attracted to men, cocks, how big, how long; always from the closet. It was the thing to do back in the day. I am happy where I am..Won't work for some..for others it is the only way. I always sneak looks at good looking mature ...


0 Comments, 541 Views, 12 Votes ,2.80 Score
Buck7583 69 M
102  Articles
How Did We End Up Being Gay   1/9/2006

Howdy Cowboy's; The question I am asked most from straight people is " How did you end up being Gay?" Really I don't have an answer for them, I generally say that I believe It was desiny, I really didn't make a choice I believe the choice was made for me, I always felt more comfortable with a man rather than a women, it always seamed that all the relationships I had with women were just to ...


1 Comments, 294 Views, 5 Votes ,3.14 Score
Buck7583 69 M
102  Articles
Finely Out Of The Closet, And Life Is Good !!!!!   1/5/2006

Howdy Cowboy's Thought I would write an article on my experience of a gay man in the closet for to long, as a youngster I was gay from about 10 years old on, playing with my neighborhood and always ending up with our clothes off, we never thought it to be weird, we were youngsters and very inquisitive, we always wanted to play with each other and compare cocks, it was fun, as I grew ...


3 Comments, 340 Views, 7 Votes ,4.06 Score
suckhead 87 M
1  Article
I Screwed up Years Ago   12/27/2005

From the time I can remember I've liked men. I got married to a women when I was 20 and had a bad time keeping her happy with our sex life. Some years later we got devorced and I remarried another woman trying to stay in the closet. When I turned 40 I met a Gay man at work that I realy liked and came out to him. We were good friends for a while when he wanted me to split the sheets with ...


1 Comments, 676 Views, 10 Votes ,3.19 Score
virile12000 60 M
1  Article
I don't remember going into a closet, so how do I get out   12/18/2005

It's funny but, most of use did not volunteer to Hide our lifestyle choices. It either just happened, or we were so afraid that the world (or someone from our little part of it)would find out we changed our prepositions and parked in back where we can't be seen from the street. We started to ask ourselves scary questions. What would grandma think? What would the people at Church think? ...


1 Comments, 326 Views, 4 Votes ,4.41 Score
collegeguy101_01 41 M
4  Articles
how do you explain why you can't love someone   12/18/2005

While celebrating the end of the semester we went out to the bar and were drinking. Late into the night one of my freinds (a woman) leaned over and said I love you, I relpied that i loved her too that she was a great freind of mine and i woud do anything for her. She askd me not to be scared, and i said that i don't get scared very easily and it takes alot to scare me. She said I want to ...


2 Comments, 368 Views, 9 Votes ,3.64 Score
arkyboy20 39 M
1  Article
The Not So Popular Popular Guy   12/11/2005

All through my life, my family has been one of the most influential people in the area. My mom was a school teacher, my dad a superintendent and having several key roles in the state legislature. <br> I was attracted to guys beginning in the second grade after I saw one of my best friends in a speedo at a swim meet. Through the years, my attraction to guys began to grow more ...


2 Comments, 497 Views, 8 Votes ,4.41 Score
cutejockboy17 41 M
1  Article
Finding a Nice, Handsome Guy When You're Bi/Closeted   12/4/2005

I spend my weeks in New York City and most weekends out of the city. I want to say this, but at the same time, I don't want to seem conceited. OK, so here goes. I'm a really good looking guy. Bright green eyes, nice smile, spikey hair, cute face, medium height. I get checked out by guys and girls a lot each day. I'm interested in guys, but can't seem to meet the right guy on the ...


1 Comments, 794 Views, 12 Votes ,5.80 Score
coolxxxbabe 39 M
1  Article
WHY AM I SO LONELY?   12/2/2005

Life here at my end used to be simple... I haven't had sex for a loooong time. But it never did matter for me. All I know, it's just me and my books; me and my former work. <br> I had sex 2 years ago, after that, I have been enclosed with the reality that I don't have the looks. All I have is just a plane personality. WEll, at first I believed that personality itself stand alone ...


1 Comments, 413 Views, 9 Votes ,2.57 Score
858918 38 M
1  Article
I need some advise   12/1/2005

Hey guys hows it going. well, ever since i can remember ive been attracted to guys but i also like girls but i guess that makes me bi. well i need some advice. This dude really wants to hook up with me but im scared. Even though i have no family here im afraid of getting caught! and im afraid that i might even chicken out when we meet. and if we do what do i do. ive never been with a dude ...


6 Comments, 708 Views, 8 Votes ,4.87 Score
cdforfun69 41 M
11  Articles
keeping comp clean   11/30/2005

i try to hide my addiction to op but my gf occasionally stumbles upon something and starts to ask q's is there any way to clear my comp other than the history ?


3 Comments, 813 Views, 2 Votes ,2.42 Score
buddycon 69 M
2  Articles
new job   11/24/2005

I spent 23 years working for myfirt bilding company, told noone I was gay , and nobody asked but got the impression it would have been a problem. Was made redudant when they stopped doing what i was trained for , but found a new job(same work) immediatly , at the new firm was outed by the women in the office and have had no problems with anyone, all are pleased to meet my partner, we have a ...


0 Comments, 905 Views, 5 Votes ,3.14 Score
rabbitman5449 74 M
1  Article
My Life with a guy   11/22/2005

I have been living in a closet about myself about want to have sex with only men. I'm bi bottom and have had sex with other men in that position an have really enjoyed it. I'm married so I guess I'm bi because of my like sex with men, but if I wasn't married I really think I would be gay, just not sure. My wife doesn't want me to be bi but I am and I can't let her know that I'm bi ...


2 Comments, 1001 Views, 16 Votes ,1.36 Score
bobbie56 68 M
1  Article
sex while married   9/18/2005

starting out as a young boy usually with adults it was natural to pick up men for sex.when I got maried I found myself still desiring male sex and would escape to bars or book stores to satisify my cravingd. I would allow them to fuck me or suck me as I did them. now single it is a pleasure to suck and fuck openingl;y although because of my I still must be careful


2 Comments, 1660 Views, 23 Votes ,2.08 Score
starboyinhiding 62 M
1  Article
Military Life in Korea   9/1/2005

It sucks being in the military and being gay. I am stuck in Korea serving my country and I have to limit my contact with anyone else of my own sex. That just plain stinks. So what do I do? I play hide and seek. On occasion, I discoverd fellow lovers. We had a tremendous time making love and on Monday morning returning to work. No harm, no foul. Life in the Closet isn't so bad as ...


0 Comments, 1473 Views, 17 Votes ,3.27 Score
breno_1982 42 M
2  Articles
Advice for my first time?   8/22/2005

I want to lose my anal virginity but everytime i get the opportunity, i seem to back out. Does anyone have any advice to make the first time less threatening?


6 Comments, 1301 Views, 20 Votes ,4.15 Score
gstringboy2 49 M
1  Article
Women's Panties   8/16/2005

I am a very bi-curious male, who loves to wear women's panties. I love the way a thong and g-string feel when I wear them. I have had online sex before but never the real thing. I want to try but I always get scared. I would love to wear a nice pair of panties for someone, but I just can't bring nyself to do it..


13 Comments, 1428 Views, 25 Votes ,4.90 Score
blueriver6 55 M
1  Article
come suck me in Independence,Mo at my place   8/4/2005

Independence, Mo guy was first sucked by the yard boy who asked for a drink.......he wanted more.............jim


0 Comments, 1369 Views, 20 Votes
malecvbi1 49 M
1  Article
Trapped   7/17/2005

I admire every bi and gay man who have the balls to come out of the closet. Here I am, 31 years old and I am trapped in the straight lifestyle! I live the secret bi lifestyle! I reside with a woman and pretend the only type of sex I enjoy is straight sex. I cannot come out because of my job, family, and friends. I know, this is nothing new for any guy stuck in the closet. No, I don't ...


2 Comments, 1461 Views, 27 Votes ,7.03 Score
eddieq58 66 M
1  Article
Maybe some day I'll comeout   7/13/2005

I have been married since I was 18 but have always known I was gay.A freind and I started sucking each other off when we were 14.Back then you didn't admit you were gay.I have always loved having sex with men Ithink I got married because I was afraid. Now that I've reached 46 I have comeout to a few gay friends who have helped me deal with issues but I am going to have to tell my wife soon ...


1 Comments, 1050 Views, 11 Votes ,5.04 Score
Tree5 37 M
1  Article
LIfe's a bitch!   7/9/2005

It really can suck being in the closet. If there's anyone who knows it quite well; It would be myself. I used to hate myself. I used to want to drive my car off the road and just never wake up in the morning. But Damnit, now that High school is over, it's so much better. The SOLE magic power I want is to infuse High Schoolers and some older people with the confidence to keep going and ...


4 Comments, 557 Views, 14 Votes ,6.34 Score
jamesmarine 64 M
28  Articles
it was so long ago   7/8/2005

I had not thought about my high school english teacher in 40 yrs, I had forgotten an essay. So, after school I headed back to his class. All the other were gone it was up on the 3rd floor of this old Detroit school. The door was ajar. But, no one was there so I took a chair and waited after 5 minutes. I said, oh nuts and started to leave. Than I heard a noise cum from the little coat room. ...


0 Comments, 1115 Views, 18 Votes ,6.40 Score
eyeamwhoiam 40 M
1  Article
My Closet has opened   7/7/2005

This is my coming out story: <br> <br> I used to wonder about myself because I never really found girls attractive, but I was always horny as hell. I surfed the net for (straight) porn for awhile, but I found it to always be the same, and it never really interested me. Then i realized after a long time that my eyes were drawn to the man instead of the woman, but I never ...


0 Comments, 1059 Views, 19 Votes ,5.76 Score
kiwitigerz 45 M
2  Articles
I think I'm str8?   7/5/2005

Although I don't particularly care to have sex with a lady now or in the future I still wonder as to why the hell am I even pondering on the idea. In the past I've had sex with some chix but that was a hell of a long time ago and since affirmation of being gay I'm very comfortable been so. I'm out with all my friends and family and do rarely show public affection when I'm with a guy. ...


3 Comments, 1120 Views, 13 Votes ,0.96 Score
WildScorpio 49 M
2  Articles
Problem x Solution   6/26/2005

Hi All ... I don't think a lot will understand this ... Maybe others won't even approve of the solution or the act ... Try to put yourself in my place and tell me what to do as I haven't got a clue ...


3 Comments, 1007 Views, 4 Votes ,2.86 Score
bfred25 61 M
2  Articles
Living Two Lives is not necessarily twice the fun   6/3/2005

So what is it to live two lives? I have always wondered what it would be like to have the characteristic family with two , white picket fence and but also to have the opportunity to have sex with hot men of my own age or more mature. I never thought that I would ever have the guts to meet anyone on line but then one rainy summer night, after two bottles of wine, (yes it took some convincing ...


0 Comments, 548 Views, 11 Votes ,3.92 Score
icingsugar 54 M
1  Article
Surreal Encounter   5/14/2005

I finished work on this particular Friday afternoon headed to the gym for a quick workout then on my way home on the subway(train). <br> A young man walked passed me at station and I really did not pay much attention to him. He stood 15 metres distance from me right under the location of the indicator. I kept on glancing at the indicator as the trains were running out of time ...


0 Comments, 1493 Views, 35 Votes ,7.55 Score
jamesmarine 64 M
28  Articles
it was 1964 marine bootcamp   5/3/2005

I was just 18 and had no idea what was ahead of me. They were so nice on the plane from the marine recruiter to the bus. But, when the bus stopped and the doors opened, they started to scream and from the yellow brick road to the first sack time. At about, 3 am all was quiet. I could hear, this one guy crying a muffled cry. But, I finally slept for about 2 hours and then the shit hit the ...


0 Comments, 2296 Views, 51 Votes ,7.97 Score
indian555902 44 M
1  Article
I can not come out closet   5/1/2005

I am of indian origin living in Australia.When i was 18 iIhad first ecounter with another man and after that i knew iwas gay.but i cannot tell this to my family because they are traditional indian and think being homosexual is a unforgivable sin.it has 7 since my first gay sex , still haven't got courage to tell them that i am gay.i don't what will do and say.But i cannot have a stable ...


2 Comments, 509 Views, 8 Votes ,3.25 Score
UTtrucker2 77 M
1  Article
Gay Trucker in the closet/My close enouunter with another driver   4/19/2005

Hard to know where to start. Being an over the road trucker and gay can be a bitch sometimes. So many truckers seem to be really homophobic. As much as I'd love to be more open about my sexuality, I dare not. They way some of those guys talk scare me a lot. At truck stops I see so many really hot looking guys, but I don't dare approach them. One time, thought things were different. I ...


6 Comments, 1927 Views, 70 Votes ,7.92 Score
pretty_sam18 38 T
26  Articles
Life is...   4/19/2005

Life is full of lots of up and downs but the distance feels further when it`s headed for the ground and there`s nothing more painful than to let your feeling`s take you down It`s so hard to know the way you feel inside when there`s many thoughts and feelings that you hide but you might feel better if you let me walk with you by your side <br> <br> -pretty_sam


0 Comments, 538 Views, 9 Votes ,2.57 Score
scott3265 59 M
3  Articles
My life is in the closet.   4/15/2005

Well you know what, here is my story.Being gay is a hard thing. Since Ive reached puberty I sucked at least 5 of my best friends cocks and I dreamed of more. When I went to college I found a few more . I could give you some steamy store about my first time, but all I can tell you is that I want it to have that great sex that I have with men and feel good about myself. That is hard in todays ...


1 Comments, 1298 Views, 25 Votes ,3.13 Score
SCREWMATE695 59 M
2  Articles
My first anal   4/15/2005

I remeber in 1988, I was sitting on my sofa, looking at a porno magazine with my girlfriends male friend.He was gay, and I always had a thing for him, ever since I saw him get dressed.He was the most beatiful site I've ever seen.I knew I wanted him... But anyways, we were sitting on the sofa, I was looking at some nude photo's of naked chic's, man was I horny, He sat there noticing me, he ...


0 Comments, 1842 Views, 51 Votes ,4.94 Score
SCREWMATE695 59 M
2  Articles
married bi-bottom,seeked by another bi-bottom/married   4/15/2005

I ve always been turned on by gay men, or men period, but love women, too..I fantasize about sex with aguy, alot, but alway's shy away, when someone wants to meet with me.I want it badly, but I am married too.I joined outpersonals, and been talking to another guy, which is married, his wife doesn't know, about his desires, and neither does mine, we both feel the same, we love our wives, and ...


0 Comments, 999 Views, 15 Votes ,4.66 Score
jaydoggie 68 M
1  Article
Its a hard road   4/4/2005

Hi Guys, I have finally had the courage to explore the feelings I have had and supressed for 40 years. It feels great but I havent got the courage to come out. I am amazed at how many guys like me there are and it is very comforting to hear about your experiences. I felt so alone with this but I feel better knowing I am not alone.Thanks Jay


2 Comments, 662 Views, 13 Votes ,5.16 Score
AverageWhgBoy 60 M
11  Articles
My experience.....   4/3/2005

Well, guys, we've all heard about how a gay person "realizes" their homosexuality. <br> For me, it wasn't so much "realization" as it was "resignation." <br> I always knew, deep inside. In younger years, I would look at Hustler, as a young would; but I was hoping to get a glimpse of the man. <br> I spent many years "trying to be what everyone thought I ...


2 Comments, 605 Views, 15 Votes ,4.82 Score
keepitcummin5 41 M
1  Article
I don't know   3/20/2005

I've been batteling with this for as long as I can remember. Am I gay/bi or straight I have always found both sexes attractive, but it seems like having sex with women was more like a socially acceptable way to get off then it was enjoyable. I am still trying to get my first gay experience to see if that is more my taste. My girlfriend seems to have her mind made up that I am gay, but it ...


3 Comments, 642 Views, 13 Votes ,2.64 Score
JohnnyHung 50 M
1  Article
How to come out from the Closet   3/17/2005

I'm living in a conservative family. None of my family member knows I'm gay, not even my colleagues know. I have very few gay friends as I do not want to arouse their suspicions. I'm so helpless.


4 Comments, 873 Views, 24 Votes ,1.54 Score
kristycross 67 T
7  Articles
How I came out!   3/6/2005

I hope this helps some of you. I am 48 years old and probably started have thoughts about guys around 10 years ago. I was married and semi happy although it was pretty much a vannila sex life. Missionary sex, and no oral play from her. I had several time paid a pro for a quick blowjob and didn't think nothing of it. <br> Before the internet I was very naive about gay cruising ...


3 Comments, 1703 Views, 57 Votes ,6.52 Score
malagas2 67 M
1  Article
to come out or not to come.....   2/24/2005

I read all those articles about how happy are the people who came out to their friends and families, and how free they feel now. Well this might be true, but it hides the fact that many people who have come out have wrecked their lives. And of course these people wouldn't be on a site advertising their misfortune. I have debated with myself many times on whether things would have been ...


8 Comments, 645 Views, 27 Votes ,6.50 Score
hammslice024 39 M
2  Articles
First Time   2/18/2005

This isn't so much of a sex story as an erotic encounter. It happened in high school. <br> I was a senior and a good friend of mine had just come out to me online. He told me that he was gay and really into me and therefore it would be best if he terminated our friendship. I was determined not to let happen, half because he was a great guy and half because there was no FUCKING ...


1 Comments, 2119 Views, 50 Votes ,3.50 Score
Swallow19552 69 M
1  Article
Getting caught   2/1/2005

I was a happily married man, (or I thought so) I loved to have my wife suck my dick. Little do I know she was getting tired of me and was having an affair with a man where she worked. One night I wanted her to suck my cock and as she was going down on me she stoped, looked up at me and told me if you like this so much you should try it and see how it is to be a cock sucker. You should ...


0 Comments, 2504 Views, 58 Votes ,3.69 Score
kwik80 44 M
1  Article
shemales turn me on   1/30/2005

i dont know what to do. when im looking at porn on the interenet nothing turns me on more than seeing shemales getting fucked. but str8 gay stuff does nothing for me is that normal.


11 Comments, 1195 Views, 27 Votes ,5.24 Score
ChaRmeR79 45 M
2  Articles
My So-Called Closet Life   1/25/2005

Hello everyone. I'm an Asian muslim and gay. I know for some people it is so hard for them to accept the fact that I am gay and a devoted Islam at the same time. If anyone would ask me about it, I would just say that nobody is perfect. Every religion that I know of does not allow or even encourage homosexuality but life is life when u bend the rules. I have been in the closet all my life ...


0 Comments, 453 Views, 10 Votes ,2.79 Score
hammslice024 39 M
2  Articles
Closet of darkness   1/24/2005

From all of us on the inside, to all of you on the outside: Fuck you. Fuck your confidence and your self-esteem, fuck your honest life and your friends that love you for who you are and don't judge you for who you love to fuck. Fuck you, and the jealousy that aches inside of me when I see people who can be true to themselves and not hate the very fiber from which they are woven. I'm ...


6 Comments, 817 Views, 29 Votes ,5.85 Score
OptimusPrime 63 M
1  Article
Despair   1/1/2002

I knew I was attracted to males when I was about 7 or 8. All these years I have been hiding. Affraid to reveal who and what I am. I was even married but it did not work. How do I tell my Mother, my friends, all the people I know I`m gay. I just don`t know how to do this ( 40 ).


0 Comments, 226 Views, 7 Votes ,2.79 Score
Tight69 45 M
2  Articles
Fucked in the closet.   7/23/2001

I was sitting in the shitter at school and just minding my business when someone sat in the stall next to me. They began to tap their feet, and just out of curiousity I began to tap my feet as well. I saw the guys feet move and he knocked on my door, I was still squating with my pants around my ankles, but I was still curious, and so opened the door. He still had his pants down so the ...


0 Comments, 1142 Views, 53 Votes ,6.42 Score
Dynamic1 79 M
17  Articles
KEEPING PRIVATE LIVES PRIVATE   3/24/2001

On occasion I have the opportunity to make out with a really hot and sexy guy. He is almost perfect in the art of love making and sex EXCEPT for two details: he likes to talk about all his other conquests. I do not appreciate all the talk and information he dispenses on everyone in the community because I know he also tells everyone about me too. I have told him repeatedly that it is ...


0 Comments, 168 Views, 1 Votes ,5.00 Score
rim 58 M
1  Article
With a she-male in my car   3/21/2001

I was returning home after an evening spent in cinema, when along the street, I saw a beautiful... girl with long naked legs. I stopped my car and when I was near her, I realized that she was a she-male. I never had tried one of them and suddenly, very excited, decided to stay with her in my car. No long after we stopped in the right place to make love and she took my cock masturbating it. ...


2 Comments, 809 Views, 40 Votes ,5.15 Score
Dynamic1 79 M
17  Articles
All about the chest!   3/17/2001

Barbell bench press: Lie on a flat bench with your feet on the floor and grasp the barbell with your hands slightly wider than shoulder-width apart. Lift the bar off the rack and slowly lower it to mid-chest level. Pause, drive the bar upward until your arms are almost locked and repeat. The natural movement of the bar will take it back over your face. Incline barbell bench press: Lie on ...


0 Comments, 174 Views, 2 Votes ,0.34 Score
kj29 52 M
1  Article
COMING OUT AT WORK   3/4/2001

I came out at work approx 2 yrs ago. One day me and a friend jokin around and I said "you know I'mgay?" I wasn't for sure what to expect. Alls he said was "danm I was only half right, I thought you were just Bi. that's not going to change our friendship." If I wouldn't of came out at that time I don't thank my life would of turned out the way it is now. I go ot more and have ...


0 Comments, 296 Views, 7 Votes ,3.80 Score
TechniSleeve 43 M
1  Article
Daddy's Home..   3/1/2001

Daddy?s Home: A True Account of One Boy?s Relationship with His Father <br> <br> I think I have always known I was gay. The first sexual experience that I recall occurred when I was 6 and my partner was 5. I remember it well. We were in the woods behind my house playing. I was very anxious to see Barry?s pee-pee. I told him that I had been to the Doctor that day and that I ...


0 Comments, 887 Views, 80 Votes ,9.33 Score
sandog 61 M
1  Article
WHEN I WAS YOUNGER!!!   2/17/2001

I WAS ABOUT FIFTEEN YEARS OLD AND I BELONGED TO A LOCAL DRUM AND BUGLE CORPS WE TRAVELED ALL OVER DURING THE SUMMER MONTHS. MANY NIGHTS AWAY FROM HOME. WE WOULD SLEEP ON GYM FLOORS WITH BOYS IN ONE ROOM GIRLS IN AN ANOTHER. IN THE MORNING THE BOYS ALL SHOWERED TOGETHER. THAT WAS THE BEST. THERE WERE SO MANY CUTE WELL HUNG GUYS THAT I WOULD START GETTING HARD JUST THINKING ABOUT SHOWER ...


0 Comments, 384 Views, 21 Votes ,3.74 Score
singlesheep 46 M
1  Article
Fire Island   2/4/2001

I've been lucky to witness three great incidents involving unwilling nudity and embarrassment, but one time the tables got turned. <br> This happened on Fire Island, a gay resort in New York. <br> We were at a men's guest house one weekend, and there was a terrible storm. It was near the middle of the season so most rooms were full. Everybody was very bored, as it had been ...


0 Comments, 548 Views, 54 Votes
Allyoucanhandle 53 M
4  Articles
The 1st time with a co-worker   1/18/2001

I never write anything. I had a computer problem and it took me this long to get a new one. I was originaly listed as scout. Well I guess I could get on with my story. I live in Green Bay Wisconsin. It is hard to find anyone that is Bi in Hick central. I have this job at a construction company that a buddy my age owns. I never hit on anyone at work. I am the Office Manager. Well I ...


1 Comments, 491 Views, 19 Votes ,5.23 Score
triangle68 56 M
1  Article
Coming out....before your losses are too great   11/29/2000

I have known I was gay since a very early age. I denied it in high school and fought with it in college. It was really eating me up inside. I'm now 32 and secure in who I am. As background, I'm the youngest of 4 boys at home and have caring parents, but somewhat elderly. <br> I was very close to by brother Michel and we were only 1 1/2 years apart. He confided in me a few years ...


0 Comments, 80 Views, 6 Votes ,3.93 Score
ShyShy78 45 M
1  Article
My Life in My Closet (duh~)   10/17/2000

I'm an Asian born homosexual person who just moved to the united states almost seven and a half years ago so please bear with my poor English grammars and spellings. Like I mentioned, I was born in Asia, grew up, and lived there for the first 14 years of my life. There were women and girls everywhere in my childhood life. Friends at school, friends in neighborhood, the housekeepers, my ...


0 Comments, 140 Views, 8 Votes
d-man1 72 M
1  Article
cream on your pie?   10/1/2000

Being on the road a lot, I find myself in hotels a lot...This one evening I was rather late to get a room in a fun western cow town. Wanting to get a bite to eat befor I went to my room, I checked out the dinning room..It was almost closing time , but what has to be the best looking waiter yet incouraged me to sit dawn , and he`d find me something to "chew" on , as he said...After ...


0 Comments, 313 Views, 25 Votes
PrinceLeo 86 M
1  Article
Nature, nurture, or choice   9/18/2000

The eternal debate. But from kindergarten I wanted to dress as a girl and play house with them. Less competetive than fighting with the guys for blocks. But the teacher said no and the girls rejected me. I'm no cross-dresser now, but much prefer the beauty of men to that of women. I cannot see where I made a conscious choice. Nor can I blame anything on my parents. So it must be ...


0 Comments, 63 Views, 78 Votes
johnsonhoses 54 M
1  Article
scared to go out   9/13/2000

I've known I was bi for years. I have a girlfriend but die for some good gay sex. <br> I often go out of town on business to Chicago. Last time I got up enough guts to go into boystown. <br> Wondered around, went into a couple stores and headed back to my hotel room. again. <br> I just can't get up the nerve to actually approach someone. <br> When will I learn? ...


1 Comments, 268 Views, 27 Votes
DIABLO_JOVAUGHN 40 M
1  Article
Why is it so hard for a bi male to come out?   3/30/2000

Why is it so hard for a gay male to come out of the closet? I personally think it is because male who are completely gay feel that this is the way they want to live their lives so be it, but on the other hand bi males say they think it will mess up their chances on some of those really good looking non-gay dating females who they really like. Another reason may be because we have a ...


1 Comments, 107 Views, 1 Votes
aaronl123 45 M
1  Article
my best friend   10/11/1999

I have always known that i wanted to be with a man but would never admit it to myself untill i met the most sexy guy i had ever seen he was my new neighbor it started out as friends and then close friends we talked about everything then one night i told him i was bi he said to my suprise he was curious so i asked him if i could suck his dick he said ok so i did it was the bigest cock i had ever ...


0 Comments, 501 Views, 11 Votes ,6.35 Score
BJ18 44 M
1  Article
It is hard to be in the closet for me   9/12/1999

It is hard being in the closet for me. I am still in high school and I know lots of cute boy. The hard part is, is that I can't tell these guys that I have a crush on them or hove cute I may think they are. some times a cute guy will bump in to me and it makes me want to say something like "I want to get to know you and maybe have a relationship. But if you ask "Are you gay", than that useuly ...


0 Comments, 57 Views, 0 Votes
Towering65 55 M
1  Article
Dressing Room Encounter   5/12/1999

I have taken great length to ensure that my sex life remains private, yet I was unable to do so from the very beautiful 18 year old boy I worked with on a television show. <br> I was in my dressing room when he knocked and then asked if he could hang out for awhile as the day was moving very slowly. The conversation started with the normal stuff we always talked about, then he moved ...


0 Comments, 402 Views, 18 Votes ,5.85 Score
Graebeard 77 M
1  Article
The Cum-Together   10/12/1998

This is a true story about a cum-together arranged for a group of men in the heart of Ohio in September, 1998. We're (mostly) married-with-, ranging in age from 20-something to 60-plus; our common bond is in hot gay sex. We often have to make do with furtive meetings in uncomfortable places for brief one-to-one encounters but this time we decided to take the next step. We rented a Bed & ...


0 Comments, 254 Views, 8 Votes ,5.33 Score
robma69 86 M
4  Articles
First Time for a Mature Older Bi-married   9/4/1998

I was in a chat room one day when Ken sigend on and started chatting with me. I had never done any "real-time" with another guy, just some fantasising! He lived fairly local to me and was a bi-married liek myself, and a teacher at a nearby academy. He said he was new to this as well, and asked me if I wanted to meet him for coffee? I was hesitant, because I did not know what I might be ...


2 Comments, 608 Views, 30 Votes ,7.75 Score
cockboy1379 45 M
1  Article
OUTPERSONALS success story!   8/27/1998

Thanks OUTPERSONALS! You have made all my dreams come true. I have known that I have been bi all my life but I could never admit it to myself. Well, I finally got internet access and one day I stumbled onto your site. At first I was a little intimidated, but I got up the courage to write a personal and become a member. Well, the first few days was a little hairy for me because no one ...


0 Comments, 351 Views, 3 Votes ,4.41 Score
DAN082968 56 M
1  Article
Bisexual Married Man in the closet   8/10/1998

I'm a bisexual Married white male who loves his wife and but in the same breath loves male to male sex. I have told my wife that I am bisexual but she is in denial. I am actively bisexual my wife and I have a good sex life and I am actively seeking a steady male partner. I have meet men at bars, in book stores, on-line and at the theatre. I find it very difficult to maintain a double life ...


5 Comments, 726 Views, 25 Votes ,7.00 Score